I thought I saw your license plate on a car in the parking lot today. For a minute I was excited, but then I realized that it wasn’t your car. How could it be? And why would you even have a reason to come back? 

It’s funny but for that short moment I was happier than I’ve been in months. The thought that maybe I could see you again made my heart beat a little faster. 

I wish I had an asian tomboy friend. I mean, I love my guy friends and my girls but I find it hard to completely relate to any of them. Whenever the girls start talking about dry grad and dresses and stuff, I just feel very uncomfortable. I just want to meet another tom so I can have someone to be myself with. 

I submitted my UBC application today. It feels pretty good to get it out of the way. Now I just have to wait….

I’m getting a haircut tomorrow and I was telling my mom what I was going to do. I said that I wanted to cut my sides shorter but she said that it’d make me look too much like a guy. But little does she know that that is my intention.

I played Just Dance (3?) today for the first time. I’ve come to the conclusion that I can’t dance. I just don’t understand how I can be so challenged. Oh well. I had fun playing rock band after. 

Ooh and..I found ace bandages today. I’m going to test them soon. >D

Good day today. I had band all morning so I skipped and just slept in. In was fantastic. I went to school at 11:30, hung out with my friends for a while then went to English and wrote my mock final. Overall it was a pretty chills day. 

Recently I’ve been watching Last Friends again, and it’s still every bit as good as when I watched it the first time. For some reason, Ruka has this way of making you fall in love with her. I wish I had a friend like her.

My attitude towards my friends changes so randomly. Yesterday I felt so isolated but today I feel like everything is great. Everything seems back to normal with a good friend of mine, because of that, I’m happy. 

I got invited to do Poetry Slam today. I don’t know how I feel about that. I mean, I really like poetry but performance poetry is like rapping. I believe that I have the rapping skills of a sloth. But….this could be interesting.

First day back at school was pretty kind to me. All the things that I neglected over the break are slowly coming back to me.

But I feel more isolated from my friends than usual. I think it’s me. I can only be around them and liked by them when I’m in a good mood.

Winter break is now ending. School is tomorrow so no more sleeping in T_T

I don’t mind though. I feel like I’ve been being really lazy these days. 

Plus the sooner school starts up again, the sooner I can graduate.

Happy New Year.

It’s the first hour of 2012, it’s hard to believe it. 

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